I can't believe it, I thought by starting 2009, I could find someone to be in a relationship, instead I think both of the person I'm trying to work out with, stood me out (I'm not sure actually, but it seems like it). I've been talking about this with some of my friends, and they said that ii's all karma. Yeah right....but to think about it, perhaps it's true. In my defense, it is not like I wanted to reject people in the first place, it's just that I just didn't and still don't have any feelings for any of them. And this is different, they've already shown some signs to me, yet they are reluctant to be with me. What is up with that? Anyways, I think I'm giving up. No need to pursue for those people who don't have a future with me...am I right. I'm just tired, and again, so what if I'm single? It's not like it is a bad thing. And I think I should take the advice from a friend of mine, "You won't find Love if You're searching for it, but Love will come to You unexpectedly,". So yeah, I guess I don't need to find Love so soon, and besides I'm still young. Maybe right now, I do come across as a desperate person, but it's not a big deal if You're searching for someone to be happy....yup, to be happy.
