Tuesday, March 24, 2009

More like a Listener

These couple of weeks, like usual, I have been busy with my studies. But I managed to take a rest for a while and tried to keep up with my friends. Ends up, they always talked about how suck their love lives are and keep on complaining about it. I'm the one who always have to listen to their problems, I know they just need someone to talk to, but please, don't push it. Every single day, trust me, am not lying, they will ask me to listen and asking for advice. And the fun didn't stop there, my sister is also having problems with her boyfriend. They always bicker of petty stuff, but I think this time it really reaches the edge of breaking up. But suprise, suprise, my sister will never give up on him. I really don't know what to tell her anymore, since I have never been in a real relationship. Love is something funny and also stupid, when it comes to immature people. It will always break you, yet you still want more of it. With me having the doubts to be in love, I'm just scared that I could never find one. Well, too early of me for saying that, but just having the thoughts to be someone who can understand relationship but never experience one himself, just put the fear in me. Because of this, I would not mind to be the one who's having relationship problems rather than just a listener.