I know I always make every semester sounds like a rough journey, but this time, it has been a struggle, no like real struggle. It is because, by sailing smoothly for this semester, I can already start doing my thesis. I'm in a crucial stage at the moment and I'm praying to Allah SWT, to give me this. I've really put the best effort I can give and it kills me to not know where my fate lies. And knowing that the paper I took was not easy for everybody shook my confidence. I always tell my friends that we are all going to get through this, but it does sound like I'm in denial. Am I? I think I really gave my all, I've never worked as hard as this semester. Ya Allah, in your infinite wisdom, please grant me this prayer. I'm not only doing this for myself, but for my beloved parents. I want that proud expression on their faces, I want to make them happy.
