Searching for the right path that could lead you to a bright future, somewhere where you could find the enigma of life and the feeling of content with passion and love. Standing at a crossroad having no idea where your fate lies, only by working hard and praying for the best will continue you, to the journey you've been yearning for. I have learned the differences between the words of want and need. The things that you work for to get what you want will make your effort worthwhile but earning the things that are essentials to your needs make yourself content with passion and happiness from all of the hard work that you give. Should we put a line to the things that we want? Believing in the significance of our desire should not be apologetic. Different individuals have different desires, but to go towards there, would it cost more than the things you actually need? In my current situation, I need to have this, to get ahead, to make my efforts feel worthwhile, to bring the joy to my parents. When so many things are at stake, desperation comes in and influence your decision making. The paradox of wanting and needing plays such an important role in my life to determine what is best for me. Have I done enough to at least see some spark of hope to what I have yearned for? Insyallah, Insyallah.