There's nothing more devastating than a worthless effort.

"People often lose sight of why they're doing something. Ask yourself if it's important - does it make you happy or get you closer to your goal?"

-Liyana Redzuan

22 years ago, I was born, The End.

Choosing What's Best for Us

Choosing of what we want to become in this world is up to our choices, believing what's right and wrong in our own interpretation. Putting thoughts about people's perception towards you will never help you to develop your real potential, especially the negative ones. Living in a community, society or even a group of people could never be that easy, because like it or not, we do rely on their thoughts towards us. And that's the harsh reality of this life. We're trying our best to portray the image that could be accepted by the majority of the population, but I should ask this question, is it worth doing? Doing things or choosing something which is not relevant to our happiness is not really worth doing, am I right? I don't know, I just want everyone to be who they are, not having that exterior to protect their real selves to be shown in the public eye. Being accepted is a need, but being accepted for who you are is just as important that needs to be given full acknowledgement.

There's a fine line between honesty and just plain rude.

"My grandfather used to say good things take time, great things happen all at once."

-Nick Schaffer, Rat Race.

Please don't wait until a sledgehammer falls upon you to make you realize.

Relationships

First thing first, at my age, I don't really find relationship is that important in my life. Give around 4 to 7 years, maybe then I would find it to be an essential, but again for now, no. I know, we all need that special someone where we can share everything, physically, emotionally and spiritually but in this era, people seem to treat and interpret relationship for all the wrong reasons, or maybe, I'm the one with the different perspective in this situation. It has been a while for me to have any interest towards anyone. Somehow, I don't see the the point....yet. I have to admit, I could get a lil' bit lonely sometimes, but I'll get over it and occupy my mind with something that could increase the productivity in my life, like discussing current issues around the world or learning a new language (denial much). Well, some of my friends shared their stories about their relationships, either with their partners or even exes and I gotta say, I find each of their stories galling and it makes me feel like a total ass to underestimate their capabilities to actually make a logical decision making. I don't really like the fact that I kindda am judging them with their choices, but I just don't believe in the idea of staying or reliving the idea on being in relationships that are not healthy and often lead to unhappiness. We are all adults, supposedly we are matured enough to think what is best for us but hey, I guess that "Love is Blind" phrase, unfortunately proved to be true, for some people. To be fair, I can't say much because I'm not in their shoes, but still, that does not justify their idiocy and emotion based actions. Basically, we do not need to search high and low for our significant other, when the time is right, they will come to you. We don't need to dwell in the past because when you know something's not right, confront it and when you know its unfixable, just let go and move on.

Ps: I do wish and pray that I will have a great and a healthy relationship in the future, God's willing.

"I'm sick of optimism, it's fucking exhausting,"

-Annie, Happy Thank You More Please.